My days have been consumed with swimming. We were given a huge above ground pool a couple of years ago and just set it up Sunday. So I'm teaching my 3 year old how to swim while Pip sleeps. Each time I get into the pool I want to pout. I want Lainee to experience it too this summer, and she can't. She loved the bath.
Also, my 3 year old is all boy. He has his sweet moments, where he'll grab my face out of the blue and kiss me. But thus kid doesn't want to cuddle and snuggle anymore. And the baby that's meant to do this is in this purple malformation. I just want to snuggle her again. I want her to roll over and sit up on her own. To try to crawl. I want her to get in the pool with us.
I'm so jealous of my friends who have kids a month or two younger/older than Lainee. One, because they don't have to deal with this cast. And two, because they don't have to deal with a preemie. Their kids are hitting milestones. I'm so ready for this cast to be off and my little girl able to do things other than stay in one spot all damn day.
/end pity party
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