When will it become easier?

We're looking a 6 more days until surgery.. and the nausea has started. I can't stop thinking about it. I mean how can you cope with the knowledge that someone is going to cut your child's bone in half? How do you get past this? How do you sit there and go "oh, it'll be okay."? I'm ready for it to be done and over.

But it might get postponed. Pip has a cough still and has been running on and off fevers. She'll go to the doctor tomorrow in hopes they'll give us something to nip the cough in the butt before Monday morning. Meaning she can only take medicine from tomorrow to Sunday night. That's not a lot of time...

When will all this become easier?